Lucas Blacksmith - New Jersey

I felt a little bit, but I felt a nervous
Uh, but how do I feel so good?
But it's this eternal shit leaving me in the loop
Always using my weed, but the travelers also study
Lately I'm not winning my fights
Again I'm closing my doors, I think it was time to die
I didn't look for shine
I don't want to be the cause, you can see it in my eyes

Drinking and smoking until you see the Sun
The dawn with the Moon awake until you see someone
Human experience, why is it so tiring? One gun
They're not saying it's gonna work, damnation

My body is filled with sadness and frustration-tion
Only I can't see the reason
We don't need love, just alcohol, my migration
If death exists, why are we still living with pain and inflation, yeah

I'm freaking out to see the nominees
To the Blacksmith Depression Award in New Jersey, yeah
Inside my house I'm King Jay-Z
And no one can see me failing to live, hey
My weed my weed is in first
And it's the reason I write my verses
If I want this to stop I could reverse
My soul wanting to walk through the universe

I love, I love when my life becomes my own enemy (LB)
A deep abyss like the vast ocean, me right in the middle

I created my flow, this industry is mine, you know
A little despair in my head makes me go
Walking almost to a stop I see myself slow
When it comes down to it you see me first though
It doesn't mean anything but it makes me high
I wasn't daydreaming, I had already closed my eyes
This shit is real, including the bad guys
I'm on the highway to hell visiting my dad after I die

My body is filled with sadness and frustration-tion
Only I can't see the reason
We don't need love, just alcohol, my migration
If death exists, why are we still living with pain and inflation, yeah

I'm freaking out to see the nominees
To the Blacksmith Depression Award in New Jersey, yeah
Inside my house I'm King Jay-Z
And no one can see me failing to live, yeah
My weed my weed is in first
And it's the reason I write my verses
If I want this to stop I could reverse
My soul wanting to walk through the universe

See the nominees
Blacksmith depressed in New Jersey
Yeah, I'm King Jay-Z
This is exactly how I imagined Blacksmith lives
Ye-yeah, mean to me
The mirrors are breaking, don't run from me
I went to New Jersey, it was New Jersey
My heart was the treaty of the pact in New Jersey
No one knew my temple here, is my secret
Traumas kept in a little pot, it’ll be next year
I was born to die young is what I'm feeling
It's How Blacksmith Lives

It was New Jersey, yeah
It was New Jersey, yeah
It was New Jersey, yeah (in New Jersey)

It was New Jersey, yeah (it's How Blacksmith Lives)
It was New Jersey, yeah (in New Jersey, in New Jersey)
It was New Jersey, yeah (in New Jersey, in New Jersey)

It was New Jersey, yeah
It was New Jersey, yeah